[COLOR deeppink]Hiee everyone! I want to THANK all of my dear friends for all the get-well cards, phone calls and the visits while i was in the hospital. I'm home now and starting the recovery process. I know that there's alot of you that don't know whats happened in the last 4 weeks. Ill try and explain it so that everyone is up to speed. 4 weeks ago i had a blood clot go to my lungs creating a pulmonary embolism then 11 days later i had a cerebral aneurysm. For all those that remember; i was involved in a auto collision back in september where i received a compound break to my left leg, multiple fractures to my pelvis and a severe concussion. my doctors say that the hormones ive was taken prior to the accident and the increase in the dosage after the accident caused both the embolism and the aneurysm. Theses are very life threatening conditions and i am extremely lucky and blessed to still be alive. I'M SO THANKFUL for all the PRAYERS from family and friends; i cant thank you guys enough. The BAD NEWS is that due to the effects of the hormones that's required to make my transition my doctors have placed my regime on HOLD (not forever) but for a period of time that allows for my body to heal completely. this depresses me and is causing my extreme emotional and mental distress. To make matters worse my ren especially my middle is begging me to reconsider my decision to make the transition due to the health concerns and the chance of this conditions reoccurring. she is so scare that it will happen again and that i want be so lucky as i was this time. plus she is at an impressionable age and has some s picking on her because of my lifestyle decisions. again , I'm so thankful for my health but just really having a hard time with not being able to transition due to the health risk and the struggles my is having. i love my ren and would do anything for them even if it means i have to place on hold my own desires and needs. considering all that happened and is currently taking place i think that its in my best interest to allow my AFF membership to default back to standard. i will however try and check-in once a week. being ill be standard i wont be able to contact any of you unless you email me first, for all my friends that have my phone number you can call me anytime. I will not be looking for anything on AFF as in relationships until further notice, reas are 1. need to chill take a break and recover, 2. being that ill be off my hormone regime sadly ill be losing the wonderful transitions that i had been experiencing and i just wouldn't feel comfortable doing anything in drab (meaning living as a yucky male) no offense guys. so until further notice I'm out of commission. please everyone continue to call me, email me and stop by my house because i can use the friendship and support. I'm still willing to go out with friends. just as friends though, nothing more. again thank you all for your prayers, cards, phone calls and visits to the hospital. love each and everyone of you guys with all my heart........I'm so crying right now....... i gotta go for now ill be back to finish this later..... hugz and kizzes laniee.[/COLOR] [COLOR deeppink][/COLOR][COLOR deeppink][/COLOR]Hiee everyone im [COLOR deeppink]Laniee D. JoHansen[/COLOR] ([COLOR purple]formerly jon ryan[/COLOR]) a white 37yo [U]BI SUBMISSIVE [COLOR deeppink]TRANSGENDERED[/COLOR][/U] per. im 6'3 185lbs slender, black hair, blu eyes 34/36 waist. im not muscular nor am i fat just your average [COLOR deeppink]girl[/COLOR][/COLOR]/[COLOR deeppink][COLOR royalblue]guy[/COLOR][/COLOR]. im recently divorced therefore im [U][B]RESURRECTING THE LIFESTYLE I MISS SO MUCH[/B][/U] im not looking for a serious relationship([U]not out of the question either[/U]) just looking to make like minded friends an to expand my network of friends. and of course friends with benefits. im a father of 3 wonderful ren(that is my total life first and foremost). im a kind, caring, thoughtful, trustworthy per and i expect no less. i consider myself a human perfectionist, listener, leader, per of beliefs, optimistic, extroverted, open-minded, never scared to try new things and most of all a true friend to all who will allow me. im witty, intelligent, at times the life of the party, reliable and responsible! i work, live my life and enjoy myself always. i own a small business so a-lot of my time is spent traveling between 25 states, mainly east-coast and mid-west. when im home i give my time to my wonderful ren, like i said im divorced so every other weekend i have free time for my own pleasure. i have 2 life long passions and they are music and the water(i should have been a singing sailor). i like most all genres of music, jazz/blues as well as big band(sinatra style are my favs), country, 70's-80's rock(hair-nation bands), r&b, classics, etc......love reading books; favorite book is [U]BEACH MUSIC[/U] by Pat Conroy, fav arthur is John Grisham. great cook and conversationalist i stay up to date with our nation/world issues, im a college grad. im no better than anyone or no less either, i treat everyone the same. [B][U]!!!IM CLEAN AN D&D FREE AND EXPECT THE SAME!!![/U][/B] in life and our everyday world im your average typical [COLOR blue][COLOR deeppink][COLOR royalblue][COLOR deeppink]girl[/COLOR][/COLOR][/COLOR][/COLOR]/[COLOR deeppink][COLOR blue]guy[/COLOR][/COLOR]; but in the sexual sense im [B][U]SUBMISSIVE[/U][/B] and i prefer [B][U]DOMINATE FEMALES[/U][/B] that likes to totally control their subjects. cross-dressing(use to be passable in high-school and college) not the case now-a-days[B],!!![B]UPDATE!!![/B] [U]ive resurrected my alter ego [COLOR deeppink]LANIEE[/COLOR] however it will take sometime to get back into the swing of things being the time thats past[/U],.... [/B]being totally submissive to every desire you have, [B] [U][COLOR orangered]i was[/COLOR] [COLOR deeppink]born [COLOR deeppink]bi[/COLOR]-sexual[/COLOR] and [COLOR purple][COLOR purple]trans[/COLOR][/COLOR][/COLOR][COLOR tomato]dered[/COLOR],[/U][/B]only been with 3 guys, 2 are life long friends of mine that ive know since we were s, the other a very close college friend of mine.[B](that has changed in numbers since ive been a member on AFF)[/B] (no thats not the rea my marriage ended and yes my ex wife knew of all this before we were married). i love anal play and sex ie. fisting, stretching and toys of all kinds and sizes, bondage mild to severe, gagging, latex, pussy eating, cock sucking, rimming, toilet training, [U][B]femmenization[/B][/U], cock and ball t0rtur3(cbt), sounding(pee-hole insertions ie. cathers, sounds etc...) water sports(enemas), strap-ons, body worship, maid service, any an all role-playing, candles(wax) and anything else you may so desire. [B]LADY'S AND COUPLES REMEMBER I HAVE NO-LIMITS PLEASE TRY ME.[/B] [U]GUYS I DO SET LIMITS IF YOU ARE SELECTED.[/U] i prefer females or couples but will consider select guys.[U][B]i am bottom only when it comes to guys! no exceptions.[/B][/U] im not prejudice but i only want caucasian males.... females race and size doesn't matter... but guys no fats or slobs and please have a face and full body pic as i do. [B]I CANNOT AND WILL NOT ACCEPT POOR HYGIENE[/B], this means excessive body hair(i am shaved or waxed body wise 90% of the time) {LADY'S u can have as much hair as u wish this refers to guys only]. ...dirty finger/toe nails, scaly hands and feet, body odor, bad breath [COLOR orange]yellow[/COLOR],[COLOR limegreen]green[/COLOR],[COLOR purple]purple[/COLOR],[COLOR royalblue]blue[/COLOR] or any other color other than white teeth.(YUCKIE) if we are mutually interested then we can meet for lunch, dinner, a social drink etc..(i don't mind going out dressed as LANIEE) and see where it goes from there. thanks for reading my profile and please drop me a line, if u have any questions please feel free to ask regardless of the subject matter. ps i will never respond to your email with a automated response (so imperal). I will always perally respond to you in my own words. i try to check in everyday but thats not a given. also ask for a face pic or a link to my cam. thanks for taking your time to read my profile. respectfully submitting [COLOR deeppink]Laniee JoHansen[/COLOR] formerly [COLOR skyblue]jon ryan[/COLOR][COLOR green][/COLOR][U][/U][COLOR green][/COLOR]

My Ideal Person honest, real, intelligent, caring, spontaneous, free willed, true to yourself people.

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
open and to be decided once we are there

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Sadomasochism, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Urolagnia (Water Sports/Urine), Rimming, Fetishes, Light Bondage, Hard Bondage, Candle Wax, Spanking, Role Playing, Threesomes, Slave/Master, Cross Dressing, Mutual Masturbation, Food Play, Making Home "Movies", Participating in Erotic Photography, Voyeurism, Handcuffs/Shackles, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Blindfolds, Leather, Latex, Fisting, Massage

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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